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Friday, February 24, 2006

It's over. Well at least it ended in a friendly manner. I like that, coz a friendly break up hardly ever occurs to me. I wanted to end it before, wanted so much to in your face, insist that we had to put a full stop to our relationship. But even so, i wanted so much to take it all back..

I knew right from the start that it wouldnt last. And yet, i wanted to jump into that relationship, to believe it could last forever. I loved you. I really did. But maybe, i wasnt used to the way i was treated by you. Unlike my previous relationships, i didnt ask about your whereabouts, or demand for your attention. All i needed was someone to be there for me. All i needed was for someone to say "I love you" and mean it at the same time.

I realise now after this relationship, that i should start growing up already. There's no point in crying, no point in brooding day and night, 24/7 over something that didnt work out. Even though my feelings for you hasnt changed, i dont have to be all emotional just to show you how i feel. You taught me how to sacrifice again, and you tried your best to make me smile all the time. Just like how i tried making you smile too..


I wonder what you are thinking of now..


Just a few days ago, one of my friends showed me a short film from youtube.com. It was about this guy, Chee Kiong, who had a crush on another guy, David (this means he's gay - DuH! =P) when he was in JC. Unfortunately, David was straight and avoided Chee Kiong after realising he had a crush on him. Although Chee Kiong kept on persisting, all the more David avoided him. So after 3 years of persistance, Chee kiong decided to end it all - By killing himself..

Believe it or not, it is a true story coz I read the deceased blog. Sigh.. Sad..
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